Friday, May 05, 2006

Part 20 - Nymphadora's Point of View

When I came in, I saw Mimi already here.

Miriam: Hi Dora! Are you alright?
Me: No… how about you?
Miriam: I’m not alright too…
Me: Oh! You’re crying! What happened?
Miriam: I… I… I saw… them… kissing…
Me: Who? Who were kissing?
Miriam: Ron and Lavender… she said that Ron asked her to be his girlfriend and… they’re going together to the party … *She started to cry again*
Me: That Lavender… she’s so mean! Don’t trust her, Mimi!
Miriam: Why? Now I know what happened near the lake… they kissed… that’s why he didn’t want to tell me what happened!
Me: No, I mean, yes… but that wasn’t how you’re thinking!
Miriam: No?! Please, tell me what happened…
Me: Well, when we arrived near the lake, we saw her. Then, she told Ron that she wanted him, but he told her that he couldn’t give a positive answer to her request… so, she kissed him like a brute… and then you arrived, when she left.
Miriam: Maybe she did it again… when I entered in the dormitory…
Me: Of course! What did you expected? Ron loves you… he wouldn’t betray you with Lavender!

After that, she blushed a bit, and I can tell that she was feeling a lot better!

Miriam: Oh… I should have trust him when he said that Lavender was lying…
Me: Yes, you should. Harry should have trust me too…
Miriam: Harry?! What happened?
Me: I don’t know… he’s angry with me… he thinks that something happened between me and Ron near the lake…
Miriam: Oh… that’s why you were so upset… I think we should go talk to Harry now…
Me: You’re right! Let’s go!

And we left the dormitory. We went downstairs and saw Lavender sat on a couch, with a girl called Parvati Patil. They were laughing. I’m pretty sure that they’re talking about her achievement with Ron…

Lavender: Hi, Evelyn! Hi, Tonks! If you’re looking for Harry, he’s outside the castle with Hermione and my Won-Won.
Miriam: I think that I didn’t ask you anything…
Lavender: How rude, Evelyn! I’m just trying to help!
Miriam: But I don’t need your help! Bye!!!

And we left the Common Room.
When we left the castle, we saw Harry, Hermione, Neville, Ginny, Ron, Fred and George sat on the grass. I spotted Ron and Harry first. They were looking between sad and angry at the same time.
We walked towards them. We sat near them. But I was closer to Ron then Harry. Ron smiled at me, and I smiled back. I saw Harry avoiding my eyes when I looked at him.

Fred: Hello girls!
Miriam: Hi!
Me: Hi!
Harry: Dora, can we have a talk?
Me: Humm… alright.

And so he grabbed my hand and we left them. I wasn’t sure about what he was about to say. The only thing I knew, it was about all the Ron stuff

Me: So?
Harry: So…
Me: What do you want to tell me?
Harry: I don’t know…
Me: Oh, you brought me here to say nothing!
Harry: No no no! I mean, yes… NO NO NO!!
Me: oh Harry, come on!
Harry: I wanted to ask you, what really happened between you and Ron…?
Me: for Merlin’s sake Harry, don’t you ever believe me?! Nothing happened. I don’t know what’s happening to you!!
Harry: I’m just… scared to lose you…
Me: You won’t, but please, trust me when I say something! I won’t lie to you, never.
Harry: I’m sorry… but I can’t take it like that. I’m jealous!
Me: You should learn how to restrain yourself, or in that way, I’ll lose me…

I knew that the others leading toward the Quidditch pitch. I was going to join them.
Harry was behind me. He was calling my name but I didn’t answer.
I saw Ron and Miriam coming. Both of them were looking so happy together. And I was so sad…

Miriam: Hey!
Me: Hey!
Ron: What’s going on?
Me: Nothing.

And I keep walking and I passed them without even noticed that Harry was still calling me. I turned and I saw him saying something to them.
Anyway, I arrived to the pitch. When I entered Fred came on his broomstick and stop at few centimetres of me.

Me: I’d killed you if you have touched me!
Fred: J Really? I’d love to see that!
Me: Just wait, you won’t see it coming!
Georges: Hey Fred, it seems that the blue haired lady will have some troubles out there…
Me: Shut up!
Georges: Ooooooh…
Me: Just leave me alone okay?

They looked at me strangely. I went up in the stands. I didn’t even want to play Quidditch. I just wanted to sit and watch.
Harry, Ron and Miriam were already playing with the others.
Fred land down and came to me.

Fred: Hi…
Me: Hi
Fred: What’s wrong? You’re not having fun up there, why don’t you come with us?
Me: I don’t want having fun, right now…
Fred: If you ever wanna talk, you can come okay?
Me: Okay, thanks. I’ve never seen a Fred that serious.
Fred: J don’t blame me, I don’t like to see you like this.
Me: I’m okay. Go!

It was late now. So I decided to get back to the castle. I went to the house elves kitchen, and they gave me some extra food. I went up in my dormitory. Everyone was in the great hall, but I didn’t want to be with anyone. Just being all alone.

Without even knowing it, I was far asleep.
I heard people coming and some boys and girls voice.

Boy#1: Is that her?
Girl#2: Yeah, it’s the first one.
Boy#1: She looks cute.
Girl#2: What?? This Mudblood!!
Boy#2: she is a Mudblood???
Girl#1: everyone knows it. She is French and not a pure blood. If she was one, she’d never have this power of changing her colour. How stupid gift!
Boy#2: Anyway, how are we going to do this?

I stand up.

Me: To do what exactly?
Girl#2: This.

I didn’t see but the second girl was just by my side. She hit me in the face and another hit in the back if my head. I fall back on my bed. And they run away.
I couldn’t really move. I tried to. My head is bleeding very hard.
I supposed everyone was still having their dinner.
I tried to stand up. My head was hurting me so bad. I opened the window quickly; I feel the fresh air on my face. It was raining outside.
I had a flash: when the twins put me into a cold shower and the presence of Miriam, a fairy…
A fairy can’t approach me when it’s raining or when I’m all wet with cold water.
I looked back on my bed. The pillows were bloody there was some blood on the floor as well. I felt so weak. So weak. I touched the back of my head to see how much it was bleeding.
When I see my hand, it was all with blood.
I tried to return to somewhere where I could find something, someone who could help me… I knew, I needed help, it was an emergency. But I could barely move my legs.
I fall on my knees. The blood was running through my blue hairs. The rest of my body was so cold. I feel something is escaping out of me. I try a last time, to stand up, I tried to help myself with the ramp of the bed but I fall back on the floor.
I was cold. Like in winter. All my body was laid down. I start to feel the wind from the window coming down on me. I saw some stars high in the dark high sky through it.
I though: ‘Am I dying?’ Well, maybe I was…

I was just hoping that the others would find me before.
I wondered how they would react… finding one of their friends, in pyjama, half naked, with blood all over her, no colour on her face – white, like dead… Harry… Hermione… Mimi and Ron… The twins… Oliver…
I started to feel dizzy. I heard some laughs from outside or somewhere else, I didn’t know.
And my eyes slowly closed… slowly…

Posted by Miriam&Dora @ 11:50 pm

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