Friday, May 05, 2006
Part 14 - Nymphadora's Point of View
When I woke up in the night, Harry has come back. He has probably been here for quite a time because he was sleeping on a chair next to my bed.
I look at me and see the bandage around my head. It was disturbing me, so I took it off.
I couldn’t help but stare at him.
But why did I ask for him?
It’s probably the only thing I’m sure of. He’s nice, kind and I feel I can trust him in every ways.
I needed to talk to him. But I didn’t want to wake him up. So I manage to get up without making any noises. And I get close to him. I was half way to him when his eyes popped opened.
Harry: What are you doing?
Me: Hello.
Harry: Hi. You should go back to bed.
Me: I don’t want to.
Harry: What do you want?
Me: I want to get out of here.
Harry: You can’t.
Me: Why?
Harry: Because you’ll lose yourself in the castle.
Me: Which castle?
He was now all silent. He didn’t answer and he was avoiding my gaze.
Then he spoke up.
Harry: I can’t believe what is happening.
Me: What?
Harry: You!
Me: Me what?
Harry: You all forgot. You don’t remember a thing! It’s unbearable!! I can’t take this that easy. Seeing you like that, trying to remember every single pieces you have forgot!! You even forgot the moments we spend together… and I’m here, and I can’t do anything!! I don’t want to see you like that. I want you back.
I was now crying.
Me: it’s not my fault. If you think don’t remember my life is easy for me! I’m trying to remember, I swear! I want me back too.
Harry: What can I do?
Me: Just stay. It helps me.
Harry: To what?
Me: To not feel all alone. I feel better when you’re around.
Harry: Okay.
He came closer and took me in his arms. That felt so good.
Harry: I’m sorry for yelling at you. I know it’s not your fault. It’s just not easy. I… I care so much about you. It’s hard for me too.
Me: thanks for being here.
Harry: No problem. Now, get back to bed.
Me: Will you stay?
Harry: only if you want me to.
Me: I want you to.
Harry: Okay, go now!
Me: okay.
So I get back to my bed. Harry came next to me.
Me: We already did this, didn’t we?
Harry: What do you mean?
Me: I mean, being in the same bed, right?
Harry: Yes, why, do you remember?
Me: I’m not sure. Just like a flashback. We already did this.
Harry: Yes…
So I lie down and let my head on Harry’s chest. He was stroking my hair. And I fell asleep…
Voice: Dora?
Me: Mmm
Voice: Come on, wake up.
Me: 5 minutes.
Voice: no no no, now, or I’ll call Fred and Georges.
Me: *standing straight up* NO!!!
Harry: Hello Sweetie.
Me: hello. I… I remember what Fred and Georges did to me: the shower because I didn’t want to wake up.
Harry hugged me and says: “That’s great!”
Being in his arms was like the best thing ever. I feel like I was in security. And that smell… I remember it. I love how he feels, his odour, his perfume…
Harry: Today, I’ll take you out.
Me: What for?
Harry: I want you to see the castle and your class, your dormitory, everything which cans remember you something.
Me: I’m not sure.
Harry: it’s obligatory. Now, get out of this bed and take a shower. Hermione brought you clean clothes earlier. We’re gonna take our breakfast with the others.
Me: The others?
Harry: Yes why?
Me: They’ll look at me like I’m a monster or a stranger…
Harry: You’re not a stranger to anyone, and never say that you look like a monster again!!
Me: Only the truth hurts *wink*
Harry: oh shhh! Hurry up!
I had my shower and I changed into a pair of jean and a black tank top. I looked how I looked like in the mirror. And I see that I could change my hair of colour.
Me: Harry!!! Harry!!!!
Harry: *come in in a rush* WHAT WHAT WHAT??!!!
Me: Look I can change my hairs of colour!
Harry: I know that. You scared me! Don’t do this again!!
Me: Sorry… which colour?
Harry: Mmm… Black, like your top.
Me: Okay.
So I have now, my long black straight hair.
Me: I’m scared you know.
Harry: Don’t be. It’s gonna be okay.
Me: I hope so.
Harry: Anyway, I’m here, and you know that nothing bad will happen as long as I’m with you.
Me: I know. *smile*
So we get out of the Hospital Wing and we led directly into this huge castle. The air was fresh from the morning and, seeing the blue sky, it’s gonna be a great day.
We get into the castle, and Harry took my hand. We were standing in front of 2 huge wooden doors.
Harry: The place we’re going into is the Great Hall. We spent a lot of time in here, studying, having meals… you ready?
Me: No.
Harry: Okay, let’s go.
So we start walking across the gigantic room. There were 4 long tables and students were having their breakfasts. Harry strokes my hand as we walk toward the others. Everyone was there. They all say Hello at the unison. I say hello back and Harry told me to sit next to him. So I did. Everyone was looking at me like I did something wrong. It was so uncomfortable…
Harry seems to notice my uneasiness and says: “WHAT?” to the others and they look down to their plates and go on in their discussion.
Harry serves me some juice, bacon, eggs. I start eating, without saying a word. Just looking at some people sometimes. It was really scary. When I heard someone behind me:
Voice: Hello beauty. You know, you shouldn’t stay with those Mudbloods!!
I turn on and see a blond haired boy, with icy blue eyes and a green uniform. He has a smirk across his lips.
Me: Who are you?
Boy: oh, this is really true! You’ve lost your mind! And those *pointing at everyone at the Gryffondor table* didn’t tell you who I was, how rude of them… I’m Draco Malfoy and I’m your boyfriend.
I looked at Harry, he had anger in his eyes.
Why they didn’t told me I had a boyfriend?
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